Lil O'Malley - Second Chances

I made a choice, stuck too it and suffered from it
I'm scarred for life, just goes to show I ain't never running
I'm never ducking , won't run from nothing, just keep 'em coming
The stronger the battle, the more the damage, more of a challenge

I just keep on fighting, I been fighting my whole life
If it's mentally, physically, I still handle my own fights
I'm out of control yet I can do this shit all night
So what you gonna do if you was living my own life?

I've been through some struggles, I'm up from under the gutter
Yeah, I had to suffer, there's time where I'd really wonder
If I'd ever get past them, will they just keep on coming
Now the music is blasting, I ain't worried about nothin'

There's no discussion to this shit, yeah, I obviously get it
In this life, once you cross me, everything getting deaded
I can't be getting caught up, so my shooter gon' get 'em
He gon' hit em' one time, I call it sending a message

Yeah, I got a second chance in this life that I'm living, and I can't fuck it up
Remember days up in the trap as a youngin', I'm getting older now
My father died when I was 11, almost 10 years ago
I survived almost being killed, oh what a miracle

That ain't even change me, it only made me think differently
I'm laying in a hospital room, these bitches missing me
But I'm back now, where's everyone at now
I can see who's real now, cause the real ones still stuck around

This trauma got me overthinking a lot of shit
That's why every time I'm walking the streets, I'm coming with a blick
I ain't really into, none of that talking shit
So you better man up, put your hands up if you're talking shit

I still stand tall, I fall down, get back up, been through this before
Remain humble, go through the struggle, we came from nothing
Been with that action, let's make it happen, if you want static
I call my homie, he pulling up and he'll get to blackin'

Living life in a world where anything can happen
Let's make some magic, lights camera action, I get to spazzing
I'll make a movie, this real life, homie, I ain't capping
I gotta get it, get the money, ain't nothing funny

Fuck everybody that's doubting me cause I'm money hungry
Since that situation, been by my doley
No you don't know me
You're not my homie, I just be trapping by my lonely
See in this life, you really can't imagine this shit

You gotta chase it, go and get it, wait till reality hits
I've been through a lot of drama, now I stay out the mix
I turn all this pain into passion, that's as real as it gets
Man, this shit deeper than rap, man I'm quick to react

My PTSD kicking in with some pain in my neck
I'm coming for my respect, got me stepping on necks
Now I'm all bout my bread dawg, so you should go get a check

Written by:
Nicholas Nilsen-O’Malley

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