Chulak - Run Right After

And even if I got it
Then i’d run right after
Well I can’t think
But if I had heart
And if I worked harder
I’d run right after
If anybody wants to know I’d run right after
Let me explain
Well I can’t think
But if I had heart
And if I worked harder
I’d run right after
And I can’t sing
But if talk loud enough
And don’t cloud the mud
I could capture ya
Yeah
I’m coming to you live
From a filthy room
And I don’t
Wanna clean
I just wanna sit here with my eyes closed
Meditate
Get medadate
Out of my fragile mind so
I can think more clearly
Cuz I’m running out of time low key
Fill my lungs today with mass amounts of weed
Every girl I’ve ever dated had to quit eventually
I could overhear my friends just shi**ng on me
I can clearly feel the weight
Of all their insecurity’s
And I lost control
Of my fu**ing ego
They said here’s the map
Wrote back lol no
Wanna make it show
We want drama
I want crying
We want hearts on the floor
I want everything tho
I want black on black on bruises
And I’ll go until it sound right
I know I’ll get through this
But I wanna fu**ing drown right now
And nobody hears these sounds right now
I ain’t famous so
No private jets
In bound right now
I dont cry
Cuz now my eyes
Are fully drained and drying out
I’ve been trying
But the feeling it justa never comes around
I’m so numb
And this so dumb
And it’s a domino
Since summer
And I’m feeling like a bummer
So I will not hang around
And I’m washing mental meds
with liquor looking brown
I got rum at coke at 9 o’clock
But no where near sun down
So then I found a new meaning
Regaining something I’ve never lost
I’m gassing my brain cells
They would call it their hollocost
Tired of being tired
But I feel inspired
When the beat hits me
And the flow is wired
Got a** no seats
Cuz the shi* is fire
But don’t talk to me
That’s why the stage is higher
Cuz I should be aloneeee
Locked inside my home
Won’t y’all take these ghosts away
Lonely at my show
Even when it’s sold out
But I’ll paint my face today
Cuz I should be aloneeee
Locked inside my home
Won’t y’all take these ghosts away
Lonely at my show
Even when it’s sold out
But I’ll paint my face today
I don’t know
But I set high to the lows
And even if I got It then I’d run right after

Written by:
Zachary Chulak

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