Carsan - Next Up

Eleven in the morning and I still don't feel like getting up
Momma tryna kick me out 'cause she knows I've been messing up
3 A.M. I'm waking up
Hella fuckin' sweaty bruh
Stressing about death but yo, I don't think It's depression cause
I done took so many losses but I learned to strive
Cause ain't no room for negativity up in my life
Or maybe that's my problem
I don't really see 'em
In a battle with myself, I'm talking shit up to the mirror
I'm breaking myself
They're taking my wealth
My hopes and dreams certainly are hurting my health
My chips are so stale, even if I do fail
I'll find happiness from loving myself
But there's no room to sob
Momma trippin', I can't find a job
'Cause this juvenile record that I have got
But I don't care at all
Fuck it, we gon' disobey the law
Coming home at 2 am ignoring calls
But fuck it Ima get up
Speaking with my chest up
Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up
I'll make sure to flex up
Even when I'm dead bro
I heard what you said, don't give a fuck 'bout what you said though
But fuck it Ima get up
Speaking with my chest up
Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up
I'll make sure to flex up
Even when I'm dead bro
I heard what you said, don't give a fuck 'bout what you said though
When I was 7 I decided I would stay inside like all day
They was always trippin' when they seen me in the hallways
Either way I told myself to fuck whatever y'all say
I know that I got potential, y'all could never say the same
My homies really think that ima blow up
My high school graduation, I ain't show up
My girl keep telling me I need to grow up
Ima keep it ten toes down like a soldier
Give me the way, just tryna get through the day
Fuck all the minimum wage
Give me the change
I'd rather beat up today than have to deal with pain
Playin' a game
This shit will drive you insane
Something I'm ready to play
Fuck, it ain't up for discussion but really we're living this life in a maze
It's amazing
How I don't really be in conversations
But they say shit
When I'm not straight up, up in they faces
I'll take it
I know that I'll never stay complacent
This shit ain't no competition, I'm taking up every place bitch
But fuck it Ima get up
Speaking with my chest up
Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up
I'll make sure to flex up
Even when I'm dead bro
I heard what you said, don't give a fuck 'bout what you said though
But fuck it Ima get up
Speaking with my chest up
Even if it takes months, years I'm the next up
I'll make sure to flex up
Even when I'm dead bro
I heard what you said, don't give a fuck 'bout what you said though

Written by:
Carlos Sanchez

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