Calcutta - ISOLATION (feat. Whxte Hxrt)

Looking at the walls, I'm in isolation
I know I got flaws, and I gotta face 'em
Desires for a high, I go and chase 'em
I'm falling off these drugs, I wonder who laced 'em
Now I'm looking at the walls, I'm in isolation
I know I got flaws, now I gotta face 'em
Smoke fills up my lungs, I can't even breathe in
Passed out on my rug, habits, I gotta change 'em

Too many habits from back in my day
Depression has me kinda fucked up in my brain
Taking all these shots till I start to play
With the 9 mill and life, now what can I say
Sitting locked up in my room, day after day
Mental health starts to rip my life away
Staring at the ceiling, in my bed I lay
Went to the doctor, prescribed me that day
So I'm hyped up on Sertraline
Anti-depressing my depression
Takin' it everyday, hoping I'm not a wreck and
I'm doing my best not to be second guessing
My decisions and hoping these feelings will lessen
I feel like its working as I don't wanna die
I put the 9 mill down, and I start to realize
I don't need the drugs, and I don't need the high
I just needed myself and support back when I

Was looking at the walls and was in isolation
Knowing I had flaws, now I can get up and face 'em
Had desires for a high, now I don't gotta chase 'em
Fixed up my bad habits, started in isolation

I'm hiding between the walls from all the issues
The rest don't know how I feel
I can steal what was once mines to reclaim my spot
The side effects from the pills messed me up
The best gotta suffer to become stronger
How longer will it last
Going fast like the flash
In a dash crashing into obstacles
To reach my point
You want the smoke
When I was down
Sending shots, spitting verses
Faster than a AK, reload my clips
I strike my enemy, when they slip up
Flip the script
It's me winning at the end to stop them
I'm moving faster than you in a hundred meter race
Gimmie my space
When I need to be alone
You be in the zone
When you don't know how I feel
You can break all the moments
When I'm the last man standing in this feeling of isolation

Written by:
Brandon Caldera, Sami Bangash

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