Mars Luna - 3 AM

Barely hanging on
I feel like losing my life
Just like how I've lost my religion
It's been hard to keep my faith
Now I'm looking for some hope
Some way to reset
Some way to rewind
Some way to make the demons go away

Don't want my depression
To kill me inside
I wish anxiety would die
Most times I want to hide
Cause I end up losing my mind
And letting my fears eat me alive

3 AM has become the new norm
Consumed by these insomniac dreams
And it's been hard to think
Been hard to feel
And I probably won't sleep
Till I'm six feet deep
Call it self-destruction
But why am I awake at 3 AM
Call it self-destruction
But why am I awake at 3 AM

I ain't got time
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
Hope my mama's gonna make it
I care about her more than I care about me
She said believe and trust in God
I hope to be and see the light
I hope that I still know how to pray

I only want to be a better man
I only want a second chance
I'm really trying to grow
The only way I can
I hope it's not too late
I've been thinking about my fate
And where I'll end up in the morning

3 AM has become the new norm
Consumed by these insomniac dreams
And it's been hard to think
Been hard to feel
And I probably won't sleep
Till I'm six feet deep
Call it self-destruction
But why am I awake at 3 AM
Call it self-destruction
But why am I awake at 3 AM

I'm awake at 3 AM thinking about the real me
Thinking about the real me, the real me
Thinking about the real me, the real me
You feel me?

Written by:
Joshua Luna

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