PSAP - A Thousand Ships Part 2: The Homecoming Queen

I hate myself, an apparently unpopular opinion
Not sure what's left for me to do about it (Nothing to do about it) anymore
And even if there was I wouldn't care enough to try
I get by, I get by

And now, as I stand here, in the saltwater and sunlight
It doesn't feel quite right
As if something then and there is here and now not so real
I wish that happiness and Truth were things that I could steal
I had about a thousand one ides that I was sure would change the world
But as I stand before the throne, my stomach starts to curl

Every second I feel indifferent to this life they chose for me
The one they meant for you
Every morning I wake up bleeding from dreams of speaking
I dream of leaving but
Am I good enough
Am I good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough

Ladies and gentlemen, your class of 1993 Homecoming Queen

But I'm too blind to see my own identity
To know the Truth that starts with a capital T
And I'm too numb to feel my skin start to peel
As the pitch black tar of my soul meets the cold and howling wind
I cry out for an answer that I can't even begin
To comprehend as it kills me, tears me limb from limb
Leave me here to burn
Just leave me here to burn
Just leave me here to burn
Just leave me here to burn
Just leave me here to burn
Just leave me here

Written by:
Andrew Skillern, Bryce Vehrs

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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