Saad Aslam - All Them Drugs

All them drugs and all my struggles fucked up my phycology
I'm surrounded by these ghosts i'm haunted by them constantly
I don't roll boy yo i'm chosen one yo i'm an anamoly
I'm somebody crazy someone nobody should wanna be
Stuck in sleep paralysis stuck in sleep paralysis
I died and i reseructed i cane back like lazarus
I'm tryna be legendary bitch i'm not youre avarage
I could say i'm happy but that would be inaccurate
I hope you see the best in me i hope you see the best
Before i'm only empty and there's nothing in my chest
Before i'm only empty and there's nothing really left
Before i transform into a spirit you forget
I'm suffering alone i don't get it no i don't
Following a shadow i'm soo far away from home
Searching for an answer diving deep in the unknown
Searching for an answer diving deep in the unknown
What the fuck is up ive been tripping on these drugs
I'm soo numb i don't got nothing i feel everything but love
I've been posted in a cut but imma get it out the mud
On my grind ive got this shine but fuck this hustle aint enough
Okay watch me swith the flow up watch me go up ima blow up
I ain't folded drb i'm in this too deep not to show up
And yall should understand i'm different no we ain't the same
And yall can not compete with me this monster i became
I hope you see the best in me i hope you see the best
Before i'm only empty and there's nothing in my chest
Before i'm only empty and there's nothing really left
Before i transform into a spirit you forget
I'm suffering alone i don't get it no i don't
Following a shadow i'm soo far away from home
Searching for an answer diving deep in the unknown
Searching for an answer diving deep in the unknown
The person looking back at me is the one that i need help against
I tried making freinds but in the end im by myself again
I'd rather be invincible instead of overwhelming them
I thought of ending everything instead of fucking telling them
That im simply dead already physcopath my head aint steady
Sick of having sucidal thoughts i got more then plenty
Why cant i be ordinary being me sort of scary
Cause i got a deal with burdens that i was born and carry
Stop for a second look at the time i could feel it slip away from me
Said on my darkest days that im afraid and it's okay to be
Now when i look at myself why the hell am i afraid of me
I'm going far away to a distant place ill find a way to leave
I'll open up my chest and let you see what is inside
You'll see soo many paranomal things you can't describe
There are monsters living in me that are eating me alive
I'm turning into someone i don't even recognize who i am

Written by:
Saad Aslam

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