Kozmik - Better Life

Things were so much better
Before all that shit had happened
Now we’re fucking facing fears
Alone up in the chasm
I’m wishing things were better then
Cause now I’m bouta spasm
I feel my life is getting drained
Lost all of my compassion
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I been slaving
Paranoid
Lost my mind
So annoyed
All these thoughts up from my past
I’m just stuck up in a void
Trapped by all my demons
Every thought is about you
Like where ya ended up
Looking down look at ya boy
I been wandering a decade
Without you right by my hip
Wishing that I just could replay
Just a moment and I’d quit
All the tears that have been falling
And the pain that I’m recalling
Would simmer all away
Horrid days would start evolving
Depression been a beast
And I’m just part of it’s feast
And I swear it breaks me fast
Like it never cease to eat
Been a danger to myself
Tried to numb the pain with wealth
Been so lost now from this world
I forgot how feelings felt
Times were so much different
Back when u were just around
I just wanna hear ya voice
That would be a pleasant sound
(Damn man)
(I just wish my life was better)
(Wish it could all be better)
Things was so much better
Before all that shit had happened
Now we’re fucking facing fears
Alone up in the chasm
I’m wishing things were better then
Cause now I’m bouta spasm
I feel my life is getting drained
Lost all of my compassion
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
You ever work a 9-5 and still ain’t feel accomplished
Bills and shit is stacking up
Opposite ya wallet
Scrounging change to get a meal
And flipping out ya pockets
Struggles out here getting real
And that’s so fucking honest
Ain’t asking for no handouts
I work for shit that I’m needing
Help is oh so foreign too
It’s like I am competing
With my self and with my money
Was they right am I a dummy
For not going back to school
And not learning bout the earnings
Stacking up my wages
Rather think of being famous
Living life out on the streets
Not realizing that it’s dangerous
So many niggas from my past
Are resting in a grave
I learned from their mistakes
Ain’t get caught up in they ways
Got too much shit to lose
So I thank god and I pray
That I wake up rested as I rise
And see another day
No correction from the past
No one hear that’s on my ass
That’s the perk of being grown
You start growing up too fast
Things could’ve been different
If I seen it all back then
But it isn’t so I gotta rise
And take it as a man
Gotta start to think it out
Is it all part of the plan
But I got limited time
Gotta do all that I can
Damn
Things were so much better
Before all that shit had happened
Now we’re fucking facing fears
Alone up in the chasm
I’m wishing things were better then
Cause now I’m bouta spasm
I feel my life is getting drained
Lost all of my compassion
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
Things were so much better
Before all that shit had happened
Now we’re fucking facing fears
Alone up in the chasm
I’m wishing things were better then
Cause now I’m bouta spasm
I feel my life is getting drained
Lost all of my compassion
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better
I’m wishing it was better
I just hoped that shit got better

Written by:
Sean Hairston

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