NoVaj - Better and Better

I'm not waiting for my time to come I guess I'm not as patient
Every step I take I know to make in moderation
I'm tired of having conversations bout my obligations
While making observations
I try to dodge the hating
People come and go now and that's just something that I'm used to now
In the past I can't lie it hurt worse than a root canal
But I let it go just like some smoke up in a hookah lounge
Wishing I was someone who could lounge
But I can't cuz I know that I have these fucking goals
With my music I won't lose it I just don't wanna touch ya soul
There's some things many things that I really wanna know
With my flow i don't know where I really wanna go
Guess we'll see when it's time for the opportunities
People that are close to me not showing loves not cool to me
It's rude to me
And new to me
I want you to stay true to me
Yea
I want you to stay true to me
But hold on

I'm really not focused on the lime light
This is my passion so you can stop asking there's ppl I'm passing
I mean honestly I think I got my mind right
The music is blasting emotions I'm smashing
And thats every single time I ever get behind mics
There's things that I'm proving
I'll keep on improving
I'm tired of losing
I guess I can say that it's all in hindsight
I swear I'll keep on getting better and better

I'm never defeated
Ill weather the weather
I'm never gone let up
I say it I mean it I mean what I say
Im praying that I'm able to start leading the way
And all the negativity really just needs to decay
We on that good vibes and energy
Good times with memories
Good nights with Hennessy
Good mics and melodies
I'm learning not to stress yea I confess I have anxiety
It's something that I'm faced with but I handle that shit quietly
But I grow stronger every day now
I swear this war in my brain is a playground
Sometimes I stay up sometimes I stay down
There's even more chaos when I lay down
I know there's things in life I need to face now
There's a lot of obstacles to takedown
Sometimes I feel like I need a break now
Regardless I know that I will not break now

I'm really not focused on the lime light
This is my passion so you can stop asking there's ppl I'm passing
I mean honestly I think I got my mind right
The music is blasting emotions I'm smashing
And thats every single time I ever get behind mics
There's things that I'm proving
I'll keep on improving
I'm tired of losing
I guess I can say that it's all in hindsight
I swear I'll keep on getting better and better

I'm hoping that my music now can be somebody's therapy
Cuz this is all I had around when there was no one there for me
And trust me I know how it feels to have nobody care for me
I'm doing this for me as I plan each move carefully
Staying true to what I do I know that is a rarity
With sincerity
This is clarity
Coherently
No Parody
Don't carry me
I remember when I used to think it wasn't fair to be
Myself

I'm really not focused on the life light
This is my passion so you can stop asking there's ppl I'm passing
I mean honestly I think I got my mind right
The music is blasting emotions I'm smashing
And thats every single time I ever get behind mics
There's things that I'm proving
I'll keep on improving
I'm tired of losing
I guess I can say that it's all in hindsight
I swear I'll keep on getting better and better

Written by:
J Turner

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