Asthma - Death Bed (Remix)

Yeah, aye

I've been stuck inside a fantasy
And borderline abusive
I can't write a stupid song
Without wondering if you view it
I can't focus right on anything I loved to before this
All the music that I used to love? I've painfully ignored it
I don't listen to myself because I hurt the one I trusted
And if you do that how can you be the one somebody's loving
I don't wanna be a liar, I don't wanna be a fraud
But I've been so many times I don't know what I am at all

Don't stay away for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee
For your head
I'll get you up and going
Out of bed

I said that I had trusted you
But really that's another lie
I went and checked the texts up on your phone about a dozen times
I never had a chill, I always had to go and push it
Even when I'd yell and holler and have all the neighbors looking
You were trying for the best, and never wanted me to hurt
I was trying for myself, I never tried enough for her
I was stupid, like the selfish kind
So fucking insecure
And I'm still always trynna figure why the fuck it didn't work
And now it's got me singing

Don't stay away for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee
For your head
I'll get you up and going
Out of bed
And I don't feel a thing
Don't stay away for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee
For your head
I'll get you up and going
Out of bed

I've been painting life by number
Ain't a clue how I can finish
I've been trynna just do me, but doing me is kinda simpish
I got friends who really care about me, even though I've faulted
I've got people in my life who'd ride or die for what I'm starting
But I'm getting kinda sick of mixing memories with dreams, yeah
We all make mistakes but all mistakes come with a fee, yeah
If I ever learn just one thing in my life then it would probably be
That there ain't nothing fucking shittier than when you go and cheat
Fuck

Don't stay away for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee
For your head
I'll get you up and going
Out of bed
Don't stay away for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee
For your head
I'll get you up and going
Out of bed

Written by:
Mason Gutierrez

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