PNW Jordan - Ever Since

I should probably get my mind straight
Before they try and slide and get my plate
Lot of shit on my plate
Shit take time for a man to grow out his mind state
And I'm pressed so much
Less so of the fact
Homies finna turn like tenfold on my back
Homies sit and burn they bridge like where ya at
Distancing myself
I'm by my lonesome, no don't call me back
Chip up on my shoulder don't take no argument with if I know ya
Hard to get closer with people nowadays yea
They out the way
Simping in my mind, a difference in my days
Living in rewind
It's been a minute since I, felt alive
Severed my ties
Straight up
Hate hearing it they say, ever since I changed up
Ever since I peddle my pride, I show fake love
Ever since I, showed exactly what I'm afraid of
Ever since I stopped tryna play tough
It would help if I tried, but I'm really in the same slump
Wanna solidify myself as a fucking great one
I just hate when I break up
Been talking bout change and I've yet to see the day come
We ain't one in the same, I'm just a bit more impatient
My love is more a phase and hate just stays as my main judge
Feeling omnipotent
To all the shots they throwing
I ain't no Casanova
I won't rely on shit I can't control but you can only get so far but acting sober
Used to think the world was bigger
Now that the magics over, I see the bigger picture
I just sit alone and pick apart through my emotions
Deal with a lot of stress
How long will I hold up, how long till I fold up
How long till I realize my careers a stretch and that my greatest dreams just aren't as close as
I thought at the beginning now there ain't no closure
It's a lot of things I'm thinking but nobody knows it
It's a lot of things I'm thinking I can't stay as focused
I got a lot of dreams that I can't take control of
And if this is all a dream I think it's time I woke up
Now's about the time to grow up
About the time to throw up all the shots I got and if I pop I guess there ain't no sort of's
Who the fuck is in my corner

Written by:
Christian LePari

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