Dee Dot Jones - if i go i'mma go

Yo, this song is so fucking pretty
Like, I'm listening to it and I'm feeling my heart tingle right now
I'm feeling my, you know, your gut area
It's like, it's like butterflies. It's like a melting feeling
Oh, this is so pretty, bro. This is me, bro. I like this. I love this

I for sure only miss the hoes at home and I know
Cause everything else make me sick
The tequila hit the notes and my woes wipe the coke off my nose
Like it ain't in my bank statements
They be saying that I'm next, but it's out my control
Chain smoking cigarettes in my home cause I'm gross
And they still finna blame me for a lifetime of growth
Call me crazy when it's my time to go. I'm a go

I clean the house boiling fabuloso to Loso
So, singing along, tone deaf like nothing is wrong
I'm still paranoid, feels like I'm on the run from the law
But maybe it's the law of God that keeps me getting me caught
Hope my granny watching over all the times that I want
It's not when I'm watching Twitter porn or fucking these thots
Or when I'm doing drugs off tits and licking them all
But in the case is the case, at least she knows I'm a star
Shit, I never needed extra stimuli to get a vibe
But I imagine even heaven is better when you're high
Living on the edge and I'm getting better every time
No matter what it is doing, it's just better when you try
I'm not grandstanding
I'm not a bad man and even when I hate the world, I don't live on a bad planet
I wish I could date the girl I want and still fuck fans after
But I don't live in a movie, I'm just a bad actor

She's present with us
I got so much love for you, but it's shallow
I don't know who follows, I think my shadow is
Running away from the things that I had close to me
Only problem is I know it's me

I wish I never had to get caught cheating to feel needed
Cause you acted like I died and we're still grieving
I couldn't stop you from leaving cause we're still people
I wanna blame you all the time cause I'm still healing
I never acknowledged that you tried and I feel stupid
I'm just a coward and a child trying to feel evil
I drove five hundred miles and I still feel you
But I don't think I'd be alive if I still need you
That was just a side note cause I've been thinking shit over
I couldn't even manage to get therapy and get sober
Every time I ever needed help I had a bitch over
I never lie to no one but myself and I'm a bitch for it
And I keep my demons to myself like I'll get rich off em
Reaping everything I sow now
When it's important I think everyone that I know now just wants to get over
I swear

I for sure only miss the hoes at home and I know
Cause everything else make me sick
The tequila hit the notes and my woes wipe the coke off my nose
Like it ain't in my bank statements
They be saying that I'm next, but it's out my control
Chain smoking cigarettes in my home cause I'm gross
And they still finna blame me for a lifetime of growth
Call me crazy when it's my time to go. I'm a go

Written by:
Dallas Gundersen

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