Surreptitious - I Don't Mean It (Demo)

I'm so sick of the way you treat me
I hate you and there's nothing to lose
If you're gone then all my nightmares
Will cease to be and now I can't choose

To let you go or to put you out
It makes it easy when you open your mouth
Time is near for the pain begins
She starts to scream as I slip it in

The racing fear of what's to come
I feel her tremble but my face is numb
The other side of what could be
Has been lost in in pleasant misery

Like an animal, just leave me be
Her pleasured life stops abruptly
Too afraid to even think what's next
Shoot to kill herself is what seems best

Insanity's attacking me
I can't feel and I can't see
Always with the same joke
This blame I'll bet you'll never know
I took this life from you
This terrifying truth ain't new
What do you want from me
I can't feel and I can't see

The pounding fists inside of my skull
Chug it down to make the pain dull
I see the blood and in disarray
Drop my things and run away

There's nothing left for me anymore
The past is dead, set, and full of gore
Drink some more and feel it hit
Realize I don't mean it

Written by:
Ezra Boster

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