Malacai - In My Head

Wanna spit bars wise, open up thic thighs
Enjoy the long ride, success shall be mine
Appreciate what takes time, being humble as can find
Everyday I'm on the grind, impaulsive has switched my mind

I'm not trying to survive, I'm trying to live my life
Live every moment like it could probably be the last, woah
Hopping to the left and the right like it's hop scotch
Curious to know what it's like living at the top
A lot of people go a little crazy when they get the shot
I'm just trying to line up the dots like dot to dot

Everything in my head gets a little bit crazy
Nervous in the bedroom, let me know you first baby
Nervous in the crowd is someone gonna save me
Awkward when I talk like, "oh my days, just bury me"
Ay, like what's it gonna be, huh

Life's always trying to fuck with me, yeah
In school everybody hated me, eh
I was reaching for the shit the you can't see, where
Life, what's is gonna be, huh

From a young age I was trying to make peas
Made a fake charity form and got the block to pay me
I guess being a kid, they just didn't even see
I was full of shit, walked away, he he he
From the age of fifteen I got myself a paper round
In a different type of hood, be doing a different type of round
Guess it states right there that I ain't on the gang shit
But don't think I'm little man 'cause I'mma still bang shit

Monday to Friday I'm in the office working
Cause I gotta get paid, but it ain't music so it's hurting
I got big dreams for a better life that need dispersing
But until the day comes, I put my spoon in the pot and keep stirring
You had a bad day, so did I, let wu talk about it
You ain't feeling right, okay, let wu work around it
I just lost my soul in this life, now I'm trying to find it
All these voices in my head, we just fucking drown it
Say it's all good and move on, don't even worry about it

Everything in my head gets a little bit crazy
Nervous in the bedroom, let me know you first baby
Nervous in the crowd is someone gonna save me
Awkward when I talk like, "oh my days just bury me"
Ayy, like what's it gonna be huh

Yeah, of corse I have better days
Go through seasons in a better place
But for it to be continuous, I really have to do the chase
Otherwise your left in the dust with a sour taste
Know how it feels to keep good close to you
Know how it feels to have loss and not know what to do
Life throwing shades, black and white and it's got me blue
Throw some yellow on me, I wanna wake up shining brand new

Look
I always play fairly, learned to tread carefully
Take responsibility, these demons hangin' over me
All I really need is an angel to believe in me
All I really want is to live my life peacefully
I love my family easily, see the fam regularly
Smoke with the sis weekly, miss my brother deeply
Wish my dad was alive G
Haters get me barely
I always play fairly
Bitch don't hate me

Written by:
MalaCai, Malachi Hood

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