Dirty Bars - KMS (feat. CHXXMPA)

I've been gettin to know me
So I'm killin the old me
Every minute
Every hour
Every day
What he told me
Lettin go of inhibitions
I won't let em control me
How many times a day I struggle
Maybe 30 or 40
Man I think I'm gonna kill myself
Put the bullshit you spittin on a shelf
What you sayin doesn't help
Negativity wanna beat me
I won't let it defeat me
I'm manifesting the best
Lemme know if you see me
So I believe that Imma get it
I mean it when I said
I'm living authentic
Discredit a critic
Decapitate a hater
Snake with the venom
From the very beginning
I'm doin for myself and anybody willin to listen
I got a wicked diction
So many spittin the fiction
I keep on lyin to myself
Like a savage addiction
I'm not lookin to reinvent the wheel
Just livin it different
I got a gift
And I gotta appreciate what I'm given
Lemme string myself up
By the neck with my belt
I'mma tie it round the rafter
Then climb a high shelf
Killin off my ego
For the sake of my health
I've been playin the game
With the hand I'm dealt
But I've been lettin other people fuck
With how I've felt
About me and how I'm livin
And with how I've built
Everything that I've been given
What I give myself
I should try suicide
Cuz I think it might help
SO I THINK I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF
(I think I'm gonna kill myself)
Think I'm gonna kill myself
(Kill myself, kill myself, kill myself)
My brain been tryna put the fire in my heart out
(My brain been tryna put the fire in my heart out, bitch)
Living life under the shadow of a dark cloud
Forgetting Kellen to make room
Cause CHXXMPA coming with his balls out
All doubt running through my veins
But I'm still getting up every day
So enthralled
With an itch
To resolve
All my shit
And get all
Of my chips
But that's all
That you get
When you involved
With the kid like (Woah)
I keep a single blade in my back
To remind me to never trust
Snakes in the grass
Labeled as laughable, draining, and wack
But if I kill the old me
I could be great and that's a fact
I don't know the type of shit that CHXXMPA gone do
Cause Kellen never Wilding out like he supposed to
But now I'm better than ever
Cause I been stealing my wealth
Gotta whole nother side you never seen
So I'm killing myself

Written by:
Alex Courson, Kellen Siney

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

Lyrics powered by Lyric Find