Geaux Neil - Letter To Myself

My heart telling me one thing mind don't say the same so I'm stuck in my feelings
Love so strong it took a hold of me was one in a million
Was down on my ass I had nothing was worried 'bout money but couldn't even get it
Never just thought of myself just everyone else that's where I was tripping
Mind so gone, the struggle made me I was living like a ghost
I ain't wanna be seen I swear I was dead broke
Tryna get it how I live I ain't even have a home
I just had one dream, to get to the top end
Tryna get signed ain't got time for no clock ins
Just wanna shine gone shoot off like a rocket
Put my pride to the side told myself that I got it
Moved out of state had to switch my surroundings
Niggas just hate they like crabs in a bucket
I told my momma one day imma make it
She said that she know it and told me she love me
Roll up that pressure, I smoke to relieve stress
If I say I love you then I love you and I mean that
Tryna make the struggle disappear (Mr. Clean that)
Wanna buy my momma a new crib (Know she need that)
Made some sacrifices know it hurt, I had to make a move
Had to learn to put me first, ain't have no picks and chooses
I been doing bad since forever, I got some shit to prove
Hope you know it's all for the better, I gotta do what it do
My heart telling me one thing mind don't say the same so I'm stuck in my feelings
Love so strong it took a hold of me was one in a million
Was down on my ass I had nothing was worried 'bout money but couldn't even get it
Never just thought of myself just everyone else that's where I was tripping
(Trippin')
Aye. That's where I was slippin'
Made me a promise that I was gone rise up and step on these lil bitty bitches
Shout out to me this no celebration a nigga just feel like he winning
I had a few disappointments but that will not stop me from chasing these benjis
Fightin colors, got twenties and hundreds and fifties
Miss my brothers, I'll do anything for them niggas
Hope my sister know I love her, you a queen can't nobody tell you different
I can't wait til I'm wealthy, fuck rich I want all they could give me
Smoke loud getting lifted, nigga all to the ceiling
Feel like big dawg call me Clifford
Watch I spin off getting dizzy
I just poured up I been sipping
Got a cold cup it been spillin' aye
My heart telling me one thing mind don't say the same so I'm stuck in my feelings
Love so strong it took a hold of me was one in a million
Was down on my ass I had nothing was worried 'bout money but couldn't even get it
Never just thought of myself just everyone else that's where I was tripping
(Trippin')

Written by:
Cornelius Moore

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