Wael Wehbeh - Lost

In my room about to self destruct
The only thing keeping me sane is that henny cup
I sip it up
Pause my thoughts so I can reconstruct
Cause they the only thing that's fucking me up
Now pause
Let me see what's wrong with my life
I take a guess
I look at myself in the mirror as I take a breathe
I ace the test
Only happens when I break a sweat
So tell me how you look at me now
I mean look at my shine
I'm out here tryna share a Piece of my mind
But there's no peace so I need to stop and work on my grind
I'm falling deep I keep hurting that's the way I'm designed
How can I sleep clock ticking I keep hearing my time
It says
Pause for a second cause I don't know where I'm going
All I hear are these fucking henny thoughts flowing
All I see are these junkies with their nose snowing
All I feel is that pain that keeps overflowing
All I smell is fear corruption and embezzlements
All I taste is that failure and that negligence
I'm just tryna see life through a difference lens
But everywhere I go I just meet irrelevance
Like what if we walked in a straight line
What would happen if you work hard instead of crying
How would life be if we feeling just fine
This ain't a fantasy people I'd rather stop dying
I'd rather stop fighting i wanna be the change
I wanna see my brother smile and not feel his rage
I wanna make him safe
So I closed the case
I know my pace is slow
But I will win the race
And I stepped back
Way way back
How can I walk in his shoes if I can't fit that
How can I alter his vision and make him get that
The more you walk with losers the more you get smacked
You need to think it through
You need to have a plan
You can't afford the things you love if you think you can
You gotta put in work
You gotta put in blood
You gotta hustle day and night to get what you love
I am lost my road is dark cold
I don't know where I'm supposed to go
My head high but I still touch the floor
I reach my best but I can't stop to grow
I write my wrongs but I'm still feeling low
I left my mind and let me feeling flow
I kill my demons i can't sin no more
I fear my angels cause they never show
They leave me anxious dying all alone
I keep staring at my fucking phone
Hoping that she will call
But I just ignore
Yeah I'm struggling
It's just how it goes
Yeah I'm fucking lost
Been that all along
Yeah Im fucking lost
That's why I made this song

Written by:
Wael Wehbeh

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