Shius - Love Makes Me Want to Die

Of all the things I could dream about, it had to be you
Of all the people that I could've loved, it had to be you

Love makes me want to die, makes me want to die!
You make me wanna try, you make me wanna try to -

Of all the things I could dream about, it had to be you!
Of all the people that I could've loved, it had to be you!
I don't want you to suffer, I don't want you to hurt
I told myself that for your smile I would do anything!

And I am still confused! I still don't know what to do!
If I touch you it will break and these illusions will fade
I want you to be happy, I don't want you to hurt!
I told myself that for your smile I would do anything!
And I just want to hold you, tell you everything's alright
I couldn't reach out if I wanted to, and it makes me cry
This is all one-sided, and I'm the fool that fell in love
When I wake up after dreams, love makes me want to die!

I remember your voice, and that stupid fucking grin
Cracking jokes that weren't funny but we thought they were
Still remember your laughter, still remember that smile
How loud your voice gets when you open up and say those fucking words
Why do you still haunt me? It's been months since I gave up
However hard I shut it down these feelings never fucking die!
And I know that you left, but it still feels like you'll come back
When I give up hope I know that things will never be the same
Please just leave me be, but please don't leave me alone
All I ever want is out of reach as I watch from afar
All I ever want was never mine and still I lost it all

And I am still confused! I still don't know what to do!
If I touch you it will break and these illusions will fade
I want you to be happy, I don't want you to hurt!
I told myself that for your smile I would do anything!
And I just want to hold you, tell you everything's alright
I couldn't reach out if I wanted to, and it makes me cry
This is all one-sided, and I'm the fool that fell in love
When I wake up after dreams, love makes me want to die!

I am tired now - apathetic and in bed
When I think of you, I turn the volume up on my phone
But the music doesn't drown out what I feel in my heart
Such a longing that I never knew that I could ever feel!
There is hope where its needed, and then there's what I have
I could dream all I want, but one day I will wake up
You are not coming back, and I know I will not force you
By the day I know you're still alive - I hope that you're in love
And it pains me to write this, and it pains me to think
I've been putting off the truth, for as long as I could
But you're not coming back, and there was no love there
I was just a friend that you knew you could trust to talk to!
I accept this fate, but my heart still keeps on beating
Every movement is painful, and these emotions will not fade
But I'll soldier on until the day that I can forget
I will soldier on until the day I'm finally dead!

And I am still confused! I still don't know what to do!
If I touch you it will break and these illusions will fade
I want you to be happy, I don't want you to hurt!
I told myself that for your smile I would do anything!
And I just want to hold you, tell you everything's alright
I couldn't reach out if I wanted to, and it makes me cry
This is all one-sided, and I'm the fool that fell in love
When I wake up after dreams, love makes me want to die!

Love makes me want to die, makes me want to die!
You make me want to try, you make me want to try to -
Love makes me want to die, makes me want to die!
But you make me want to try, you make me want to live!

Written by:
Julia Sakamoto

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