B. Honest - Mental Health

I'm steady tryina find a way
To deal with pain
That I feel
On a day to day

They looking up my name
Searching numbers
But I don't appear in the data base

I can't see nobody
In my memories
All I see is a blurry face

I would pay
Just to hear your voice
I would sit and listen to everything you say

But shit I guess everything happens for a reason
People change up like seasons
Best friends that had your back
Have now committed treason

You see your homies thieving
Blood don't always mean family
I'm thankful I'm still breathing
I could be dead and buried

Sit back and close my eyes
I'm losing track of time
I want to love my life
But I'm just stuck in my mind

Said I'm just stuck in my
What's left of my mind
I'm losing track of the time
Boy I been on my grind
Like some teeth when they nervous

Caught a felony charge
They took me down for the ride
Boy I'm tryin to shine
I'm just finding my purpose

I know I'm not the same guy you woulda thought you knew
I've came a long way from getting 50 views
I've came a long way from getting 5 likes
Zero shares, and one "alright" ?

Now im getting paid for the open mics
You pay for likes
And still get no views
I had to Open my mind
Im ready to reach new heights
Now I'm sitting up at a birds eye view

So I
Sit back and close my eyes
I'm losing track of time
I want to love my life
But I'm just stuck in my mind

I'm losing my mind
Not feeling myself
I push you away when I'm screaming for help
Don't know why I did it was feeling compelled
I'm destined for greatness but feel like I'll fail

I'm tired of seeing my family in jail
They running and ducking and bucking at 12
We just gotta play with the cards that were dealt
Don't live by the gun boy I live by the belt

Written by:
Christopher Burnette

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