9of0ne - Way Too Much

Fall into abyss and I wouldn't even miss
Anybody in my life that once used to exist
Drowning in a bottle with the color of my piss
I'm devoured by some power that's about to get me lynched
And if this isn't happening then why can't I just rest
Cut my wrist that's a faggot thing I mean it so I'll pass
A minute through my class and my vision couldn't last
It's a official learning system in this country is a mess
I'm possessed by anxiety that channels my thoughts
And I'm depressed by variety of things that I've lost
Shit that I cost every line and every bit that I crossed
It's like I'm spineless when I walk or got no teeth when I floss
Shut my lips... come over stop me when I cut my wrist
Said I wouldn't do it but I need your care to spot right quick
Coughing with a headache had enough plus I'm broke
And chicks fuck for the money so your love is a joke

Way too much
This is way too much
Cuz it's way too much
Shit just breaks you up
Cuz it's way too much

Cuz it's way too much
Way too much
Cuz it's way too much
Shit just breaks you up
Cuz it's way too much

I'm unrecognizable been someone people praised to see
Sick with all disorders prolly got em all from A to Z
People say I've changed and it's harder to relate to me
I've turned into this heartless monster that I surely hate to be
Faithfully I'm moving towards the right place as I state
My music represents my fucking mind state in sidechains
Five days until I'm done, I'm phased and still I'm bummed
Got paid I rhyme great so why make me feel so numb
I'm clumsy, inattentive, tired that is why I'm dropping words
And I'm not being arrogant I just know my knowledge's worth
More than just a skinny, standard, whiney little college nerd
Nobody understands me everybody makes my noggin hurt
Fuck this world... I'm packing up and leaving
While making up a reason why I should escape my every other demon
Days are being stretched and feel like weeks sometimes
And I don't have drinking problems so tell me the reason why

Way too much
This is way too much
Cuz it's way too much
Shit just breaks you up
Cuz it's way too much

Way too much
This is way too much
Cuz it's way too much
Shit just breaks you up

Nauseous in my dream rolling not much of a different world
Dripping sweat, what I've seen or been through sort of reoccurs
I don't wanna see that, I only sleep to be assured
That none of that will haunt me inadvertently I seem to hurt
Those that always stuck with me are now to be avoided
And my family that loves me is extremely disappointed
Well the point is, I probably will never be the same
Lost without a reason wires cut I feel no pain
People are insane I'm ashamed to be the tame
Deranged, cold, shifty, irresponsible and strange
Fuck whatever's popping I'mma say what I can feel inside
There always will be someone that would feel the way I'm feeling right
I'm tired and I'm feeling like there's one place to go to
Away from greedy eyes, wicked, scummy stays that broke through
Devote you, wholeheartedly like one has owned you
To get manipulated the minute they get to know you

Way too much

Written by:
Henry Shekoyan

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