Surreptitious - Not Really In (Demo)

I can't stand the heat I feel
When seeking out the friends I heard
The bitching the whining is so unreal
My blood just boils my thick skull hurts

Watching and waiting from the shadows
Kicking and stomping on all who oppose
Staring at the wall in agony
Just go on and live your lives without me

Writhing, surviving
I'm no one's fucking dog

You're hiding, beside me
The precipice, undone

You threw me, you screw me
Glorified chosen one

This one here's done for

You can take my 7 letter apology (Fuck you)
I've done nothing to deserve this travesty
It's clear you hate me, I'm feeling mutually
Time to hurt you where you take it personally

All the hate that you push out right into me
I'll Crush your soul and I'll take your rich will to be
You feel no remorse for the pain etched in my skin
That's the reason they say that I'm Not Really In

They say they'll see you but no one really knows
Never show up that's how it always goes
Left behind with a target on your back
You feel the slimy word and it's attack

Shooting pains all throughout your spine
You feign the recourse, damage to your mind
The sweating won't stop, your guise it falls apart
They see right through you, the lashings have a start

You shun me, I'm speechless
A verbal Comatose

You test me, molest me
I'm breathing in the lies

You hurt me, desert me
The one that you despise

This time I'll go for eyes

You can take my 7 letter apology (Fuck you)
I've done nothing to deserve this travesty
It's clear you hate me, I'm feeling mutually
Time to hurt you where you take it personally

All the hate that you push out right into me
I'll Crush your soul and I'll take your rich will to be
You feel no remorse for the pain etched in my skin
That's the reason they say that I'm Not Really In

Written by:
Ezra Boster, Harley Colburn

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