Surreptitious - The One Who Feels (Demo)

My sheets are wet and My mouth is dry
I don't even have the will to die
I'm full of hate and none can see
I'm the one who won't let me be me
Endless haunting screams inside my head
All because I know that you're not dead
I can't write about you out of fear
I can't let them know I held you dear

My teeth are cracking
My joints are stone
I can't even feel my broken bones
I'm in pain but the one who heals
Is not I, but the one who feels

Can you hate me
I'm the one who's taken under
I can't shake it, the pain
Of one who's not sober

Will you take it
Will you free me of this slumber
Stuck in nightmares, I'm sick
Of this constant sorrow

I'm in hell for the day I tried
To save the ones who already died
The constant thoughts of what could be
Are all drowned out in my misery
Forced down the path of endless pain
I can hear the laughter in my brain
Thoughts of will I make it through
Slowly dawns on me that it's not true

My teeth are cracking
My joints are stone
I can't even feel my broken bones
I'm in pain but the one who heals
Is not I, but the one who feels

Can you hate me
I'm the one who's taken under
I can't shake it, the pain
Of one who's not sober

The climate change and shift in air
The shifty eyes and raising hair
The end always resolves the same
I see them point and mouth my name
The torn up skin and broken bones
Aren't enough to be left alone
I hurt myself, at least I try
For the reason I don't know why

Written by:
Ezra Boster

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