J. Asadi - Undefeated (Holy War)

Sometimes there comes a point in your life
When you gotta start just slayin dem demons
You can't run from it nomore
My war starts today
My Holy War

First came my birth
Daddy's anger hurts
Mama was my nurse
It all became a part of me
Treated me so cold
Anger kept me warm
Left me on my own
It all became a part of me
Smiles hid the tears
Jokes hid the fears
Fights through the years
It all became a part of me
In and out my life
You never did me right
But you Christian right
It all became a part of me
Practice what you preach
But clearly you don't love thy neighbor
My imperfections make me perfect
Don't you know your maker?
And if you so in love with God?
Why you keep on hatin?
Praying on my downfall
I hear you Satan
Crazy how we started
Never thought we fall apart
We was like brothers
Different mothers
Why you break that bond?
We used to thinking different ways
But now you got ill-thoughts
Never thought I speak these words
Fuck em let starve
I swear unto the heavens
On my oath we goin hard
Knowing any moment
In the sky
There goes my falling star
Sorry that's depression talking
Rarely do I share those thoughts
Even though its been years
Self-Reflection plays its part

I will not crumble
Will not fold
I will not fall to pieces
I overcome all of these odds
That makes me Undefeated
I said Thy Will Be Done
Thy Kingdom Come
And yes I mean it
I said I'm in a Holy War
I'm fighting all my demons
You tried to break me down
And keep me down
It made me better
I said I go for days
Through any storm
Through any weather
A fallen angel
See my wings
You see I got black feathers
But still I rise
Through fallen skies
Until I reach the heavens

Looking in my eyes
My own reflection doesn't know me
Beauty and Beast
I keep my walls up
Its hard to love me
Especially
When I don't know who to trust
And people quick to judge me
Noone used to show me love when I was broke
And had no money
Now its getting kind of strange to see my friends
Hyping Up
Yesterday I needed help
They saw I called
And few picked up
Now they see that Hancock on that contract
Boy I'm blowin up
Said I read those scriptures and my good Lord finally
Filled cup
Said its overflowing
But my daily struggles dim my mood
Catch me thinking deep in thought
Anti-social
Far from rude
If you knew my story
Maybe then you see my point of view
Then you'd know my troubled past
And truly see how I've improved
See that I've been tried and tested
Hellfire
Made it through
Said I let my soul bleed on every song
This is true
Motivation mixed with passion
Combination
Deadly Tool
Searching for my soul's content
Til I see that Upper Room

I will not crumble
Will not fold
I will not fall to pieces
I overcome all of these odds
That makes me Undefeated
Said Thy Will Be Done
Thy Kingdom Come
And yes I mean it
I said I'm in a Holy War
I'm fighting all my demons
You tried to break me down
And keep me down
It made me better
I said I go for days
Through any storm
Through any weather
A fallen angel
See my wings
You see I got black feathers
But still I rise
Through fallen skies
Until I reach the heavens

Even through it all
That slow motion
Led to progress
Told my truths
And my gospels
My God bout to make a profit
Silver lining in the sky
Those dark times you know I fought it
Said I had to see it for myself
For me to truly want it
Angels
Demons want my soul
Promised land where did it go
All I see is broken pieces
Broken home
And open roads
From that concrete grew a rose
How I made it no one knows
Guess when you come up without the love
You learn to like da cold...

I will not crumble
Will not fold
I will not fall to pieces
I overcome all of these odds
That makes me Undefeated
Said Thy Will Be Done
Thy Kingdom Come
And yes I mean it
I said I'm in a Holy War
I'm fighting all my demons
You tried to break me down
And keep me down
It made me better
I said I go for days
Through any storm
Through any weather
A fallen angel
See my wings
You see I got black feathers
But still I rise
Through fallen skies
Until I reach the heavens

Here's my story
Here's my story
Since you wanna judge me
Since you wanna judge me
You're the ones that's ugly
You're the ones that's ugly
I said you never loved me
I said you never loved me
And I did it better
I go through any weather
I go through any weather
Said it's getting better
Said it's getting better

Written by:
Jason Hall

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