Crystal Ball Band - grave

20 years from now I'll be dead in a grave
Even then I wouldn't know how to behave
After death I'd still find a way
To act like a dick and regret what I say
But now I'm rotting in hell and and I'm feeling just fine
A feeling that travels up and down my spine
That makes me want to scream
And even still you wouldn't believe

That my life was a joke even then before
And I don't know how and I don't know why
When I was living and breathing on the fucked up core
Of an earth turned sour and an earth turned poor
But if I stay glued to all of those
Remembrance of a forgotten time
Then maybe then I'll find the price to pay
And I won't be bitter and I won't be blind

18 years I've been digging a grave
With all the stupid shit that I would say
The fucking stupid immature collection
Of sound that emitted from my mouth

And every fucking month I would make a new friend
And the same day lose them and turn the other way
To a darker side of the other room
Where I would spend, most of the day
And I would waste it away

While staring at the wall
Watching all the leaves fall
and when I want to tell somebody
No one would call
My name from distance to hug me from behind
A tree with our names carved
On the outside

A grave that I lay in
For the rest of my life
And death of an existence I thought to be kind
But as I live for my for the rest of my days
I've come to the realization that it's all fake

Written by:
avery vonautumn

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