Lyle Divinsky - Searching

I'm tired of running, I'm too slow to win
Oh, I can't quite remember what I'm running from again
So I'll just take a sip of coffee, let the trouble come right in
Sometimes we're just lost before we begin

I had some high hopes, then I fell on further down
Tried to get back on the saddle, but that horse ran out of town
So I picked myself up, and dust off my crown
Sometimes we're better lost than found

I've studied all the windows, the sunlight through the blinds
Measured all the shadows about seven or eight times
But no matter how I trace them, they can never be mine
Just like you

It's easy enough to wake up, but getting harder to live
Oh, this world's a bit too fucked up to imagine having kids
I'm in love with a woman, but I'm crumbling within
I'm just searching

Trying to figure out, what it's there to do
To give this muted heart of mine, a slightly brighter hue
I'm not anybody's someone, feel like everybody's fool
I'm searching

These love songs through the speakers like sand on open wounds
Guess I'll fix myself a joint, try to sing a different tune
But the words just slip away, disappear into the blue
Just like you

I'm ready to remember, ready to begin
Ready to get back to being a man who can learn to love again
Ready to let down these walls that kept this hurt in
I'm ready

It isn't always pretty, sure as hell isn't fast
To get to realizing that this hurt ain't gonna last
With a little bit more time, know the pain is gonna pass
I'm ready

Written by:
Lyle Divinsky

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