Hotboyscotty, Jamarious Lewis and Johnathan Riles - Dying to Live ( Long Live Ko & Rell )

It's like dying to live
But we just living to die

Miss my cousins
I know they in the sky

Time heals wounds
Well i feel that's a lies

Cuz as this time past
I'm still hurting inside

Look at my kids cousin
cnd some times i just cry

Cuz i can see they daddy
When i look in they eye

Looking just like ‘em
Only different in size

Seeing my people hurt
It got me traumatized


Nita & Candy kids
We all grew up together

Staying in one house
It wasnt Shìt you can tell us

I told Johnisha
That we gotta do better

First we lost lil Rell
cnd that shit hard me 4Ever

I'm at war with myself
cnd still have fights with the devil

cnytime i felt some
Called meko To vent

Forever Yo Lil cuz
I cherished the time that we spent

Seen so many signs
You left me with hints

Gotta be there for Nita
Yeah 100%

Can't believe you left
You just said you was proud

You act just like meko
What i was told as a child

We just burried yo brothers
Now you gone mane that's wild

Sometimes i wanna give up
But can't throw in the towel

Never forget
When we took cuz out to cali

Remember getting chopped by Meeche
He had everybody tatted

Used to tell me cuz
I'm coming just send me the addy

Random cashapp
I sent it whenever i had it





Me and Lonnie was at odds
That's when i moved out to Raleigh

I felt like Marlo understood me
If i couldn't turn to nobody

You loved all them kids
Even Raven and poppie

This life Shìt keep going
Even though it get Rocky

The family been divided
I wish we could turn it around

You taught me how to swim
Know you wouldn't let me drown

Forever live yo name
Cuz i won't let you down

Go kick shit Rell
I know y'all smoking a pound

If we could visit heaven
Would've had a first class flight

Family is family
Damn right we gone fight

ct the end of the day
We only get us one life

I know shit looking ugly
But i know we gone be cite

I look my auntie in her eyes
cnd i can tell that she tired

Really looked up to meko
I guess i was inspired

Just a hustling ass niGGa
That's what i admired

Lil cuz gone push this music
cnd get what i desire

Written by:
Jamarious Lewis

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