CH UNSPOKEN - Have You Ever?

The key to my life is a combination
I made bad choices through phonication…..
Depressed right now no medication just beats and a mic and dedication…..
Go to school for an education but they only teach books and captivation stuck in a system full of segregation why, Would I wanna be isolated…..
I can't die here…..
I make moves on a daily I fight tears……
I'm tryna,
Be better for my light years who's gonna tell my daughter she gotta fight fears…..
I made friends and I lost…..
Pain was the cost……
Daily life lesson I hated the most but it's now that I love that I'm playing the host……
Be my guest you can stay for the toast I make for my enemies praying for my loss……
I win whenever they lose…..
Whenever I hear a nice beat imma drool this why I spit nice when I'm writing my tunes….
Done a lotta dirt lemme right all dues I don't wanna be like bro gotta ride with tool…..
Another Blackman that's exciting the news why they never show whites in the light they abuse….
Now I smoke weed everyday coz the life that I chose gets mean everyday…..
They don't wanna see me get ps anyway I'm inside the trap house getting lean for the day
Now I smoke weed everyday coz the life that I chose gets mean everyday…..
They don't wanna see me get ps anyway I'm inside the trap house getting lean for the day
We die hard but we see what your habit is…..
Everytime that you push all your narratives…..
How many lives that it hurts or embarrrases now You lack taste I wanna know what your palate is….
I wanna know where your parent is……
You wasn't raised for the streets like a mannequin
Everybody tryna see your drip they ain't buying it…..
Everybody tryna see your drip they ain't buying it
Big headed but it's fine where I'm headed…..
Reaching my goals gonna take some effort I spy with my little my method…..
I spy with my little my method…..
Big headed but it's fine where I'm headed…..
Reaching my goals gonna take some effort I spy with my little my method…..
I spy with my little my method…..
Have you ever,
Felt so empty,
Death is tempting…..
All you need is an ear you can vent in…..
Four walls home got you stuck where you're renting…...
Peak cuh I'm tryna make real rap sexy…..
Been through tough times, my bars expensive I paid for it then so you pay for the pen smith…..
Thats why I'm out here,
All gently coulda kicked off at these dudes like Jetli….
Man I'm cold so,
This is CH coming like morse code…..
You can bank on me now like a sort code…..
But I'm still in the endz like a postcode…..
I'm in the streets tryna make my own Gold notes…..
The yes man always giving out false hope…..
But we see YOU through the shell when they talk loads
But we see YOU through the shell when they talk loads
Now I smoke weed everyday coz the life that I chose gets mean everyday…..
They don't wanna see me get ps anyway I'm inside the trap house getting lean for the day
Now I smoke weed everyday coz the life that I chose gets mean everyday…..
They don't wanna see me get ps anyway I'm inside the trap house getting lean for the day

Written by:
charlton ndebele

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