Saba and TheMIND - Busy/Sirens

I'm so alone
But all of my friends, but all of my friends, got some shit to do, yeah
All of 'em got plans, I call 'em up, "my bad," n' text 'em
They never cross me like bad pedestrians
I been this awkward since adolescence
I don't how long I had depression
Never know no peer-pressure, I'm tryin' to get my little pecker
Offend some girl I call my BFF, that ain't no secret kept
I'm fucked, then tell my cousin how broke I was and bussin'
I tried to hit a few years, she wasn't budgin'
I'm bogus, left my girl for some shawty, shawty
Deservin' all this lonely
You said, "Tell me, how are you sad
You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans"
I ain't trust nobody new since 2012, I ain't let nobody in
Jesus got killed for our sins, Walter got killed for a coat
I'm tryna cope, but it's a part of me gone
And apparently I'm alone

I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave

I'm so alone
Just me and my girl, she leave me for work, then leave me for school
She finally home, I leave her for tour
FaceTime me, nudity, yeah
All of this new to me, yeah
All of the infidelity when I was seventeen
Been catchin' up, I still feel like she catch me cheatin'
Niggas askin' me how tour was
Knowin' I been home like two months
And I seen your ass like two times
They just small-talk like too damn no time, social interaction
Have female friends I found attractive
If I try to fuck, but I am no savage
Now we don't speak, we just walk past
If my past could talk
It'd probably reply to the missed calls after all
'Cause the friendships that I can't recall, done turned my heart into camouflage
While the guys I used to play basketball with
Doin' shit that I can't endorse
Now with the Lord, now it really pours down
What's the lone plans, still alone now

I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to die your slave

I'm barely here, how I ain't present
Yeah, I drift for a second
Forgot to reply to your message
But only she, I been the same in your presence
Countin' the seconds, before I reply to your message
My biggest fear, is that I have to say goodbye another time
So I skip town on our moment, hopefully prolongin' this
I don't need nobody new to miss
(I like this)
I want you to know, ooh

Sirens on the way, ayy
Now you're lyin' where the angels lay (yeah)
Sirens on the way, ayy
Now we're lyin' where the angels lay (yeah)
Sirens on the way, ayy
Now you're lyin' where the angels lay (yeah)
Sirens on the way, ayy
Now we're lyin' where the angels, ye

Ridin' through the city
I'm young, I'm black, I'm guilty (ayy)
I know ones that want to kill me
They don't know me but they fear me (ayy)
Fifteen years old with the sticky
They gon' blame it on the marijuana (ayy)
Hands behind your head
And they won't let up out they lead
But if I move that's disrespect
But if they shootin' that's just that
And if I run then that look bad
Drawin' they gun right off the hip
I'm probably deservin', 'cause I know they serve and protect
But they think I'm servin', or they think my cellphone's a weapon
Heard that the robber wore a black mask
I fit the description, a.k.a. nigga, what is the difference
This an enigma, we so divided, I'm from Division
Clutch that purse 'cause of my dreadlocks
Cross that street 'cause I'm with my friends
Curse every song in Hip-Hop
Keep tellin' yourself it's all fair

Sirens on the way, ayy
Now you're lyin' where the angels lay (yeah)
Sirens on the way, ayy
Now we're lyin' where the angels lay (yeah)
Sirens on the way, ayy
Now you're lyin' where the angels lay (yeah)
Sirens on the way, ayy
Now we're lyin' where the-

Written by:
Daoud Ayodele Miles Anthony, Dylan C. Frank, Tahj Chandler

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