J-Lynn - Bad Day

I wish I could explain all my thoughts
Seems like I'm going back and forth
I don't even know where to begin
One moment I'll feel fine
The next my soul is trying to break free
Trying to take all there is to me
I continue to cover my skin with ink all around me
To leave no room for scars to come haunt me
Leave no opportunity for self harming
As normal as things may seem
Every second of the day my thoughts eat alive at me
They devour me inside
I don't think I'll ever be fine
This is not a cry for help
Don't be confused i just need to say I.T out loud
It's just another bad day
I won't always know why
These tears are rolling down my face
Asking me if I'm okay
But these are my only way
I can't control them
I can't make I.T stop
It's not like I don't want to be okay
But i can't be okay
Because i don't know the reason
Why these tears have come to play these games
It's crazy how i cry
Without feeling the pain
And it's getting harder to explain
And my fam man they love me
So why am I feeling this way
The worst is when they go in for a to hug me
And you feel the tears roll down your face
Because they want to give you love
But you can't feel a thing
The warmth of someone's touch, but your ice cold
Everything is so cold
How can I feel so alone
Everyone around me
They want to see me happy
But i can't seem to be happy
Damn what is happening
Why are things so difficult
Why can't I just smile
And he happy for a while
But instead
I get lost in the thoughts
And I lose sight of my way
And I lose sight of the day
And I want to run away
Hide away
Drown my self in tears today
Trying understand
Why the walls are caving in
And no one can help me
Because this battles within me
And only I can fight these demons
They keep coming back with or without reason
I can wake up perfectly fine
But then on that car ride
Catch myself pouring out my tears
Listening to Witt Lowry
He's Telling me" If you want the change, you gotta be the change
Now we're all the same
Nobody wanna take the reins
Nobody wanna push their brain
Nobody will admit that they're fake for the facts they claim"
Everything's he's spitting is the facts
I feel everything he says in his raps
He doesn't care for the money and the fame
He's not afraid to show the world his pain
But his raps will always bring tears to my face
Because his pain is like my pain
One in the same
I'd like to think
This is just another bad day
She's looking sad
What's wrong with her face
Why does I.T always have to be this way
Where I lose control of all my strength
And fear takes control of my day
And like a coward I run away
And I lose faith
Falling deep into the grays
Can this just be another bad day
I wish i could say I'll be okay
Here we go
Another bad day

Written by:
Jessica Sereno

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