Safia Elaina - Dear Diary

Delusional God complex
Pulling out my teeth
So sick, Disillusioned
Ignore all my needs
Teddy's instead of doctors
Never wanna eat
Scared of all the others
People will hurt me

Make up fake people who could
Care for me, give me hugs, and should
Be able to handle my burdens

Dear diary, dear, dear diary
Everything hurts, will it ever fucking leave? Please?
Dear diary, dear, dear diary
I'm exhausted, can you see? Can anyone love me? Please?
Dear diary, dear, dear diary
Oh dear diary, dear, dear diary

Intense self hatred
Question affection
Keep thyself a secret
Live in confusion
Watch myself self destruck
God, I wanna run
Can someone take care of me
This isn't any fun

Make up fake people who could
Care for me, give me hugs, and should
Be able to handle my burdens

Dear diary, dear, dear diary
Everything hurts, will it ever fucking leave? Please?
Dear diary, dear, dear diary
I'm exhausted, can you see? Can anyone love me? Please?
Dear diary, dear, dear diary
Oh dear diary, dear, dear diary

These pink leather gloves
Hold up my cheeks like turtledoves
The attempt to see my eyes
Red and itchy from my cry
I'm new to the love
A home given from up above
Treat me with all cuddles
Lots of hugs, tons of bubbles

Dear diary, dear, dear diary
Everything hurts, will it ever fucking leave? Please?
Dear diary, dear, dear diary
I'm exhausted, can you see? Can anyone love me? Please?
Dear diary, dear, dear diary
Oh dear diary, dear, dear diary

Written by:
Safiatu Bah

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