MELLOW YELLOW - Funeral Thoughts

Humbled by all of the trauma
You'd think I'd call up the doctor
Saw it was past twelve but no complaints upon the arrival
Pronounced dead no survival
No chance for a revival
Hands together you bow your head and pray that he read the Bible
Now that I'm older look back on this stuff
Handled it well on the outside that much
On the inside find something to clutch
The world falling on me I'm raising it up
Struggle to find love no match for this stuff the scars like a crutch remind you of much
Pain only deepens no solvent dissolving the water it stings so I'm holding it up
After the death comes the funeral
Sadness OD on aderol
Decrease the pain have Tylenol
The prayer is given bless the soul
Family givin they speeches speechless hoping to someone it reaches
Crying they eyes out sympathize out the tears coming out they creeping

Carrying the casket out in the dark thinking I could be there with the shot of a dart
T minus ten the years left to live I'm hoping it's fake but it's all in the art
Some of these folk think it's typical I think it's unnatural
The way they forget I think it's so gradual
Believe that it's actual your eyes will be open to things of the natural

They say that they're fine but what is you lying for
They know we gon' die so what is you crying for
I look up to God like what is we dying for
Say it's a blessing but what it disguised for

Funeral thoughts they flooding my head
Funeral thoughts the message is read
Funeral thoughts a brother is dead
Funeral thoughts they get to my head

I swear that it hurts me I swear that I learned
I know that this life I will never deserve
This life is all Yours and I'm living for You
I swear that I do man I swear that I do

I swear that it hurts me I swear that I learned
I know that this life I will never deserve
This life is all Yours and I'm living for You
I swear that I do man I swear that I do

Listen to me man I know you be hearing this
If you do not then I guess I'm just clearing it
People be searching like where is the spirit at
I told him right there but they told me to run it back
People be blinded I know that they are
They don't realize it but many they scar
Is the legacy you gon' leave behind
On the street signs without peace signs
I started to realize when I went to funerals
The more of an impact the larger the crowd
More people came the significance made them want
To see before they were put in the ground
When I go out only parents will show
No one will care 'bout me once I done gon'
That is just facts so I put it in lyrics
Hoping that someone will see it or hear it

My future is nearing my death is awaiting
My future unclear but Ima still take it
I know that it's dark so I am the light
I know that we lost but Ima still fight

My future is nearing my death is awaiting
My future unclear but Ima still take it
I know that it's dark so I am the light
I know that we lost but Ima still fight

Carrying the casket out in the dark thinking I could be there with the shot of a dart
T minus ten the years left to live I'm hoping it's fake but it's all in the art
Some of these folk think it's typical I think it's unnatural
The way they forget I think it's so gradual
Believe that it's actual your eyes will be open to things of the natural

They say that they're fine but what is you lying for
They know we gon' die so what is you crying for
I look up to God like what is we dying for
Say it's a blessing but what it disguised for

Funeral thoughts they flooding my head
Funeral thoughts the message is read
Funeral thoughts a brother is dead
Funeral thoughts they get to my head

They say that they're fine but what is you lying for
They know we gon' die so what is you crying for
I look up to God like what is we dying for
Say it's a blessing but what it disguised for

Funeral thoughts they flooding my head
Funeral thoughts the message is read
Funeral thoughts a brother is dead
Funeral thoughts they get to my head

Written by:
Micah Lim

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