Marisa Gardiner - 365 (feat. Jessè Julianto)

You would look at me walking down the street
And never would it cross your mind
The things going on inside my head
Lately sanity has been hard to find
I focus on on unproductive things
I’m in a war in my own head
I tried to get shit done today but
Ended up sleeping in my bed
They tell me sing a happy song at least show us a little smile
I’m not trying to make anyone stress so
I fake it all for a little while
Honestly I think that I’m depressed
I could never say that out loud
While I know that there’s people that could help
I’m just way too proud
Please remember while you listen
My mind is foggy and the fog won’t clear
I think I’ve hit what you call rock bottom
I just want to fast forward a year
My thoughts are racing one by one
But baby I do this for fun
I'm trying to convince myself to stay
But the voices in my head said I gotta get away
I hate it when it rains
I can't escape the pain
It's easier to walk away than dig into a vein
I know I sound insane but I'm not the one to blame
I took too much abuse and now im messed up in the brain
My skull is now a prison and I'm trapped inside a cage
I'm trying to escape but the warden is my rage
I wish I could move on but this is such a heavy page
I'm crossing my fingers praying I'm going through a stage
Honestly I think that I’m depressed
I could never say that out loud
While I know that there’s people that could help
I’m just way too proud
Please remember while you listen
My mind is foggy and the fog won’t clear
I think I’ve hit what you call rock bottom
I just want to fast forward a year
Please remember while you listen
My mind is foggy and the fog won’t clear
I think I’ve hit what you call rock bottom
I just want to fast forward a year
365 that would make my day
That would make it easier, easier
365 that would be okay
That would make it easier, easier
365 can I please move on?
Please just make it easier, easier
365 what did I do wrong?
Please just make it easier

Written by:
Jessè Julianto, Marisa Gardiner

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