Baby Swerv - Letter 2 Myself

I don't wanna be 20 something And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we would Paint the walls of our shared Apartment
Your still everything I wanted
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now
If I could write a letter to myself
It would sound like this
I'm sorry for the things I done Put you threw
I done did some bad things only God will know
Wish I could restart and go down A different road
But I guess it ain't possible
After 1 situation it's like 100 new Obstacles
Fighting with my mind and my Heart is something that I can't do
Tryna show you how much I love You something I can't prove
I just wanna make it outta here
I want my smile just to reappear
I want my demons to disappear
I don't wanna be 20 something And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
you said that by now we would Paint the walls of our shared apartment
Your still everything I wanted
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now
I'm up stressing and parionid About situations
I'm getting older my time ticking I gotta make it
I'm hearing voices in my head Yeah I'm tryna shake em
I had to cut away my dawgs cuz They keep tryna snake me
Only thing I do is ever show love How could they hate me
I just don't understand
I ain't gone force nothing but This money and this rubber band
Before you take mine I'll have to Cut off all they hands
Lessons after lessons
God I know you hear me please
Screaming out please help me lord
These demons attacking me
I don't wanna be 20 something And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we would Paint the walls of our shared apartment
Your still everything I wanted
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now

Written by:
Jayden Jones

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