Kingston XV - i hate me

I hate me, but it's hard to change
Always digging my own grave
I hate me, only cause you pain
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I hate me, but I'm tryna change
Doesn't have to be this way
I hate me, sorry for the wait
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Please, don't misunderstand I just need space
Yeah I might seem cold but I'm afraid
Scared to be myself, hide my true face
Burning all my bridges when they're close to me
Present but I'm not, thoughts are getting dark
Shower me with love yet I can't show you a smile
Ten years, I ain't been myself
Therapy, think I need some help
I hate me, but it's hard to change
Always digging my own grave
I hate me, only cause you pain
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I hate me, but I'm tryna change
Doesn't have to be this way
I hate me, sorry for the wait
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Friday night, stay at home
Writing songs, on my own
Thinkin' bout the point of life
Maybe I should get a life
Late night show up at the party
It's a packed house
Big crowd, so loud
Everybody shouting out
"Hey, how are you"
"Yeah I'm good" No I'm not
Ruin the vibe? Nah leave it alone
Dead inside but they don't know
Tell me 'bout your funny news
I don't even laugh with you
Swear it's not intentional
Emotionally unavailable
I hate me, but it's hard to change
Always digging my own grave
I hate me, only cause you pain
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I hate me, but I'm tryna change
Doesn't have to be this way
I hate me, sorry for the wait
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Written by:
Richard Li

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