Taste of Honey - Whispers & Smoke

I was left broken and destroyed
After he happened
I felt so misaligned
So these memories i did bind

You was meant to be a friend
Actually like a big brother
Our poppas and mamas
They knew each other
But that didnt stop you

I froze
I forgot how to speak
In that moment
I felt so weak

Took me so many years for the walls to break
So i could be free
I was angry and hurt
But none of you understood me
Yall keep pushing my buttons
Asking me what did he ever do to you
I couldnt say the words
Know i was screaming inside
Thinking i wish you knew

One day the burden too heavy
You asked me again
And this time you broke through

So i screamed it out loud
He hurt me he hurt me he hurt me

All of you looked away
I guess none of you knew what to say
Out of sight out of mind right
It happened a long time ago right?
Keep the peace for your fathers sake
His heart would just break
And you dont want to ruin him
Because of one mistake

Well okay
Then ill just lie awake
Wait for the day
You realised the weight
You put on my back
And it broke me
You was meant to protect me not him
I was not the sin
Felt like you let him win
You ripped me from within
Felt like a bitch going crazy
But maybe you thought i was strong
But i was dying all alone
Living in a house full of whispers and smoke

Written by:
Honey Malaga

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