Jay Rence - never fade

Isn't it strange the way it all went wrong?
Isn't sad the ways we didn't belong?
And I'm so pained and I did cry
You tried you best and did mine
Isn't strange the way it all went wrong?
I never meant for you to end up here
I never meant for us to ache and suffer
I only wanted what felt best
The air was draining from my chest
And I knew that I could never be that lover
Goodness gracious what a mess I've made
Good thing I keep so many demons handy, to throw it all away
And goodness gracious, I'm getting better everyday
But I hate so much that you hate me now
And that'll never ever fade
I shouldn't care so much, so what if I'm the villain in your head
I shouldn't care so much, so what it's done and playing out this way instead
But the part that hurts the most isn't the things you probably said
It's the fact that in the end, you'll think I was lying when my words read
We'd be forever, we'd be famous, we'd be happy, we'd be rich
We'd be the pinnacle of perfect, for our family and friends
You'd make it out, you would get better, and this would all come to an end
But you have to stay alive so you can tell them our love story
Goodness gracious what a mess I've made
Good thing I keep so many demons handy, to throw it all away
And goodness gracious, now I'm happy everyday
But I hate so much that you hate me now
And that'll never ever fade
And it wasn't a lie, its just that somewhere I broke down
Watching you shake and bleed and try to end yourself, I started to drown
I started to shut the door on people that would try and help me out
I didn't know what I was doin' then, so I'm trying harder now but
Goodness gracious what a mess I've made
Good thing I keep so many demons handy, to throw it all away
And goodness gracious, now I'm happy everyday
But I hate so much that you hate me now
And that'll never ever fade away
That'll never fade away

Written by:
James Littier

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