Fervent Trembles - 5 Miles Deep

I am sinking from
Over thinking the glum
Sadness is so much fun
For just one
I don't think you understand that
I have no sense of feeling
I think that my wounds have stopped healing
So I will no longer stay kneeling
Because tomorrow will bring a new light to blind me.

Hard to straighten out my mind
Of things that I've seen that are so unkind
Often wish I could rewind
But forced to endure the daily grind
Hoping someday that I might find
A possible way that I might bind
All these thoughts that live behind
My face where they have been confined
But frustration makes me so inclined to just say f**k it never mind

What am I supposed to do
Someone give me a clue
I'm too proud to beg you for your help
But these creature hands are reaching out
I no longer feel human
I've no idea what I'm doing
My body's a temple in ruins
And my minds' eye was blinded by the light inside of me

Hard to straighten out my mind
Of things that I've seen that are so unkind
Often wish I could rewind
But forced to endure the daily grind
Hoping someday that I might find
A possible way that I might bind
All these thoughts that live behind
My face where they have been confined
But frustration makes me so inclined to just say f**k it never mind

Could it be that this is the prize, possess knowledge that I seek
It's killing me and thrilling me so much now that I can't sleep
I'm so disgusted by these feelings in my stomach that I can't eat
Someone said it's in my head look in my eyes they're 5 miles deep and blood red inside

I shall not falter
I shall not fall

Written by:
Shawn Tremblay

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