Ha$htagg - Calm Down (feat. PsychadelicKidd)

I done gained way to much confidence
I found self love when I lost self hate
Depression made me question where the bottle went
I stopped smoking, now there's drugs in my face
Spent all my dollars on non sense
I worked on the heart that I watched you break
Now I'm heartless plus I'm profitless
Feeling homeless, I can't find my place
In the world
With a girl
In a home
Or all alone
Can you help me
Do better
I shouldn't ask
I know I shouldn't
Ask for help
I hate doing it
Probably wouldn't
Even if I really need too
I swear want you
But I don't need you
I get alone And start to panic
I get antsy when my mind gets frantic
But I really need to calm down
Calm down
I need to learn to deal with myself when there's no one else around
I swear I need to calm down
I need to learn to swim so I won't complain if I drown
Never cocky, just gained confidence
Tell her if she come over, then we just gone fuck
That's until my drinks become bottomless
Now I'm feeling like I really need love
Them drinks take over my consciousness
Have her thinking there's a chance that we could be an us
Now I'm dealing with the consequence
She feeling like we got a lot to discuss
Talk for what
She wanna know about my past
Why I'm depressed and mad
But baby don't do that
Act like you care just to leave
I'm already scarred, this ain't what I need
I might mislead
You might misread
And shit
No, no don't do that
Why you even try this hard
A nigga like me just need a restart
But I really need to calm down
Calm down
I need to learn to deal with myself when there's no one else around
I swear I need to calm down
I need to learn to swim so I won't complain if I drown
I'm conflicted
Fuck my mental
Circumcision
Go the distance
Love the instance
Drop the mistress
Hate to miss you
Reminiscence
Times we spent
So inconsistent
Love is war
New ballistics
Love is pain
Love is vicious
It's persistent
I'm resistant
Til we switch positions
New logistics
My nonexistence
Becomes a coexistence
Well shit I might just be faded
Faded
Wait what'd you do to me
Got me feeling like I need love
Like it'll be even good for me
Don't hype me up just to let me down
I should calm down
But
But this might be good for me
This is never something I think
Baby what you put in this drink
What you put in this drink

Written by:
Alexavier Jackson

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