Sam Rose - Comfy in My Solitude

This is ground control to Major Tom
You've really made the -
This is Major Tom to ground control
I'm stepping through the -
With myself, up all night
With a belt, to my right
Someone tell me how to live
I've been feeling dead inside
Someone show me what it's like
To go out and feel alright
Someone show me what it's like
To go out and feel alright
I been feeling a little bit wavy
Feel like nobody been wanting the kid
Still nobody calling him baby
Feel a bit wavy
Even with this flow I
Cannot seem to be consistent
Everybody been insisting
That I am not
What I isn't
I
Wish that I could take pride in the fact
I'm Comfy in my Solitude
But what's comfier than this
Lies within a noose
And at times I question if I'll pull through
Like you thread the needle
If you fail, well then you quit
And never know
What you miss
If you had just tried once again
Maybe you'd have gotten it
Or maybe you weren't
Looking at all
And out your grip the needle slipped
I do not know what any of this
Really means
I'm just tryna do
Me
I been feeling some kinda way
Feeling like I don't belong
Even at my own place I
Feel like I do not get along
With myself, up all night
With a belt, to my right
Someone tell me how to live
I've been feeling dead inside
Someone show me what it's like
To go out and feel alright
Someone show me what it's like
To go out and feel alright
I been searching through our empty texts
Think I'm seeing something I missed
Like if I saw that shit then maybe
I wouldn't miss you the way I do
Hasn't been a day I haven't thought of you
And how
Happy you made me on the daily
Now we never speak
I never intended
Never addressed it
But I miss you and the way you undress it
Never forget it never forget it
Don't be mistaken I never mentioned a name
Or even a flame that I once had
It's hard to dissect when you (I) don't live
Off a bus pass
Like look, another white kid saying that he raps
When really on the DL he ain't never
Bust caps
And he won't even diss back
I bet his piss lacks
The confidence he hides behind
On his
Beats
I been feeling some kind of way
Feeling like I don't belong
Even at my own place I
Feel like I do not get along
With myself, up all night
With a belt, to my right
Someone tell me how to live
I've been feeling dead inside
Someone show me what it's like
To go out and feel alright
Someone show me what it's like
To go out and feel alright
What the fuck is fuckin' up
With my life in terms of love
I'm a spirit getting ghosted
Or led on by everyone
I ain't felt the touch
Of a love since Vietnam
Like
What the fuck is fuckin'
Up
Yuh
Show me what I'm tryna do if you cannot
Fuck with you
I'm drunk as hell
In the stu
Alone as fuck that's nothing new
Just a regular
Dude
With no money R.I.P. for Benji too
Rub my eyes with Flamin' Hots
In my life I call the shots
This ain't new
I know I feel like a recluse
I live today
To reproduce
I'm sad as fuck that's no excuse
Feeling like I've come unglued
Confidence I don't exude
And through all
The abuse
I'm Comfy in my Solitude

Written by:
Samuel Rose

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