Tyler Grilli - I'm Not Okay

I'm not okay
And I don't need to be here
I know you won't miss me
I know you won't care
You'll move on with your life
Say another prayer
While I sit with my heart
In disrepair
And I don't care
It was never meant for me
There's no one to keep me
I hope you live happily
And sadly
As I turn to leave
All of my love
Still doesn't cease
I'll still love you
I'll still hold you
But you don't want that
And I don't want that
If you don't want it
I won't force it
If you don't want that
And I won't want that
Within you without you
A life discontinued
See in a different hue
No one here to rescue
I tried my best too
Sleep is a preview
Back door of the venue
No more miscues
Pain is an illusion
Yet I've been hypnotized
I remained faithful
Now I'm the penalized
Built a whole life around you
And all that I visualized
A tidal wave came in
And now I'm capsized
I'll still love you
I'll still hold you
But you don't want that
And I don't want that
If you don't want it
I won't force it
If you don't want that
And I won't want that
Want to end the pain
And I'm tired of holding on
The more that I pulled you in
The more you became withdrawn
And now I'm the moron
Who let it go on for so long
My heart dead on arrival
I'm still born
I guess soulmate doesn't
Seem to mean life long
So much so my
Whole life has to be redrawn
Forgone conclusion
I wish I could have seen
And now it seems
That I'm just something in between
I'll still love you
I'll still hold you
But you don't want that
And I don't want that
If you don't want it
I won't force it
If you don't want that
And I won't want that
Feel like there's more to say
But I guess it's simple as that
All the love I give
And I still fall flat
And I fought so hard to
Keep you by my side
And my pride took a beating
And it just intensified
And now I'm inside
Where I'll probably stay
Until you call me up
And I'll be there straight away
Ready to love you
Despite everything else
Because I'll always love you
More than I love myself
I'll still love you
I'll still hold you
But you don't want that
And I don't want that
If you don't want it
I won't force it
And you don't want that
And I won't want that

Written by:
Tyler Grilli

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