Tyler Grilli - Right Here, Right Now

Well it's slowly drifting apart
And hardest part was
Not knowing it from the start
And that this was how it would all
Fall apart
And I'm scarred from all the lies
That cut too sharp
And now my heart is carved out
With a hole where you used to be
And it's all my fault because
You couldn't get through to me
I couldn't hear you as you
Spilled out your truth to me
So someone swooped through, and
Pulled the rug out from under me
And now your leaving me, and
I'm left here with nothing
Grasping at straws
Trying to keep hold of something
And the one thing that's constant is
My constant suffering
Covering up
What I have
Been slowly becoming
And that's a basket case
Pulled
In a million different directions
And all my questions have got me
Feeling some kind of aggression
It doesn't matter if you
Had the best of intentions
Because I'm left here
Wishing I'd die
Or pass to another dimension
And now I guessing my lesson
Is that I don't think
I will ever trust again
You say I'm living in the past
But I know I remember when
How you told me that I was
The love of your life then
And whether you were lying or not
It was time well spent
Because you're heaven sent
If that's a place to begin with
And if it is then I should probably ask
For forgiveness
For all this business, that we're
We're gonna leave unfinished
But my dreams with you were
Always the most vivid
And now I'm livid because I
Feel like I'm missing out
Now you're fulfilling
All the dreams that you and I had
Always talked about
And I know my love
It wasn't always
The most pronounced
But I didn't think it was
Something you would ever renounce
And it's astounding to me how
It ever even got this way
Praying and praying that I would
That I would never see this day
But some day, well
Everybody has to pay
It's cliche but I thought
That you would always stay
Right here, right now
Some way, somehow
With all the love
The world allows
Right here, right now
Some way, somehow
With all the love
The world allows
Right here
Right here
Right here
I love you so much that
It gets hard to breathe
And I wish that you could see
What this is doing to me
And if you want me to I'll
I'll get on my hands and knees
Because I alone can't handle
My insecurities
And that's like me though
To only see things in the negative
I've been told that I need
To change my narrative
That it's imperative that
I seek out an alternative
But that's easy for them
To say when they don't have
All the evidence
My perspective
The only thing that I can truly see
And sadly I don't
See my world as rosily
As I'd like it to be
And that's all on me
An insanity that's
Creeping in endlessly
I can't sleep, I can't focus
And I'm losing sight on
What's important
Why does everything have
To be so discordant
A life where happiness
Is always shortened
Wish I could do a better job
Of just living in the moment
Right here, right now
Some way, somehow
With all the love
The world allows
Right here, right now
Some way, somehow
With all the love
The world allows
Right here
Right here
Right here

Written by:
Tyler Grilli

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