Tucker Osman - Soul Crushing

These sleepless nights have gotten to me for the last time
It's not that I'll stop having them, but I can start to justify
The nasty shit I said to you last night
I can tell you why I did it but that doesn't make it right

I know that I'm afraid of what I don't understand
That's why when I look in the mirror I shake and shit my pants
All the while I can see you reaching out
I do my best to call to you but my voice doesn't make a sound

The gripping fear is fake enough to call me out on my shit
Nothing lasts forever because forever doesn't exist

I wanted to believe that you all left me
When really it was me who had left you
And they aren't lying to you when they say you can't go back
Which makes sense to me from your point of view

I had a Groupon for therapy but that shit didn't help
Because all she told me was to lie to myself
I've disappeared into a cave and missed my chance to start again
But now I don't know if I can tell the truth again

I told you to believe me when I said this was a show
'Cause even stones get weathered don't you know
And I hate to say that I told you so

I've stopped caring what time I get home
'Cause the silence is distracting when I'm alone
There's nothing waiting for me so I have to make shit up
Sometimes I wonder if that is enough

Written by:
Tucker Osman

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